13 April 2016

"Cheating With Rouge"

No matter how strong our bond together, I just knew it wasn’t going to last forever like in the fairy tale books. The allure and excitement of when we first met, it was pure paradise and electric. Not many people can sit over coffee and enjoy the morning sun without worrying about anything budging. The euphoria of being so speechless with the guarantee that we would always be together, just us two and that nothing could come between us. Jumping for joy, in knowing deep down I had trust in my relationship. We were always close and seemed to complement each other so well especially when others came into the picture. 

Emphasizing over the past few years, we could never see ourselves being unfaithful. It was like cupid set us together to become so intertwined our bond could never be broken. Fast forward a few months later and the unhappiness starts to become even more evident. The emotional awareness is so explosive, with sadness becoming a more common theme. The feeling of disappointment lingered as I started to realize our love for one another was no longer alive. The evident question came to my mind out of the blue, is cheating the right thing to do? Most people will tell you no! I could never be unfaithful or introduce something new into my life. It will never be the same and basically you will feel as if your life has come crashing down. The stigma will stick with you if you let it. No one wishes to be labeled, “Once a cheater, always a cheater.” As much as it seemed unfair, the fears of you’re cheating becoming a permanent personality trait that lurked in my gut continuously.



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