No matter how strong our bond together, I just knew
it wasn’t going to last forever like in the fairy tale books. The allure and
excitement of when we first met, it was pure paradise and electric. Not many
people can sit over coffee and enjoy the morning sun without worrying about
anything budging. The euphoria of being so speechless with the guarantee that
we would always be together, just us two and that nothing could come between
us. Jumping for joy, in knowing deep down I had trust in my relationship. We
were always close and seemed to complement each other so well especially when
others came into the picture.
Emphasizing over the past few years, we could never
see ourselves being unfaithful. It was like cupid set us together to become so
intertwined our bond could never be broken. Fast forward a few months later and
the unhappiness starts to become even more evident. The emotional awareness is
so explosive, with sadness becoming a more common theme. The feeling of
disappointment lingered as I started to realize our love for one another was no
longer alive. The evident question came to my mind out of the blue, is cheating
the right thing to do? Most people will tell you no! I could never be
unfaithful or introduce something new into my life. It will never be the same
and basically you will feel as if your life has come crashing down. The stigma
will stick with you if you let it. No one wishes to be labeled, “Once a
cheater, always a cheater.” As much as it seemed unfair, the fears of you’re
cheating becoming a permanent personality trait that lurked in my gut
continuously.